i've been feeling really great lately :D
ok i'm jealous of you. now fuck yourself.
i need a new meaning.
and i want it NOW.
i am sitting on my couch.
i am pretty sure i am at least four years old.
i am holding a roll of mentos; the multi colored ones to be exact.
still sitting on the big couch watching t.v.
i forget who is with me.
i think my mom is in the hallway.
i accidentally choke on a mento.
i think it is the pink one, or maybe the orange one.
the color isn't important.
half a second later i spit it back out.
no one notices so i say nothing.
i just keep it to myself.
i cannot wait to get the hell out.
where is your sense?!?! i really just do not understand.
oh happy 4.20
tear me apart
and you can find that i am evil
i wish the worst upon my friends.
i am what you see on the outside
i am what you don't see on the inside.
fuck your life
and what you define as perfect
i will never be that.
how do you control emotions
that are controlling you.
there are people that fit in a certain bubble.
i fit in no bubble.
and i want to.
i just got a tattoo. it itches and i cant fucking scratch it.
i start my new job on friday. i drive around on a golf cart selling drinks. im usually excited to start something new, but im getting less and less excited about anything these days. i just need to money right now. i keep spending it on shit i dont need.
this world inside my head
this fantasy of a life
it is always better than our own
wasting time
or getting away
Delirious was a great movie.
